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Someone told me today that I was an unecessarily vicious person. Now, this made me think. How are you necessarily vicious? If someone punches me in the face and I curse out their family, was that necessary? Anywho, I just find it funny that I could ever be vicious. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm the biggest wuss this side of the Chesapeake. Hell, if people start yelling around me I get depressed. Even if I actually win my fights, I'm probably going to pout about the fight for a long time.
Maybe if they had called me bitchy I would understand. I am an uneccesarily bitchy person. I've tried to work on it in the past and then I realized something -- I *like* bitching. A lot. So if it makes people regard me as childish or no worth their time, that's cool. Such specimens are probably boring anyway. I'm an extremely stressed-out person and bitching is my way of dealing with the constant state of paranoia I spend my every waking moment in. Whether its "Shit, I forgot my term paper" to "Shit, I'm in the wrong lane" to "Shit, no new episode of Yugioh this Saturday" to "Shit, why does every guy I spend six seconds with assume I'm flirting" or "Shit, I think I have some exotic cancer I just heard about on tv." Thus, I am a spaz. The best way to counter this is to point out all the things in life that may be/are/or become with some crazy imagination worse than my fears. So crappy fanfics, fan brawls, crappy books/movies, crappy icons, spoiler whimperings, and crappy relatives shape my twisted catharsis.
Many tend to be weirded out by this and accuse me of all sorts of issues. Well you know what? This my entertainment so you can bite me. I am a spaz and I embrace it. Cause it's not gonna change.
And while I'm on the bitching topic I shall note that any series that uses the term "GX" is a bad sign. Yugioh did it and now Clamp's chomping at that bit. Those two letters mean goodbye originality and hello spinoff.
I need to start writing down more of my Psychosis musings so when I reach plotlines I want to dismiss (LIKE TODAY!!!!) I'll remember what I planned to do.
Oh yeah, if one more Yugioh fan on my IRC channel bashes warshipping, I'm going to disembowel them with a Magic the Gathering card since they're the only cards I have.
I think Billy and I are going to play the third Naruto game tomorrow and go see Sky Captain. And if anyone mentions Tom in these comments in any way, shape, or form, I shall eviscerate them. >_>
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Maybe if they had called me bitchy I would understand. I am an uneccesarily bitchy person. I've tried to work on it in the past and then I realized something -- I *like* bitching. A lot. So if it makes people regard me as childish or no worth their time, that's cool. Such specimens are probably boring anyway. I'm an extremely stressed-out person and bitching is my way of dealing with the constant state of paranoia I spend my every waking moment in. Whether its "Shit, I forgot my term paper" to "Shit, I'm in the wrong lane" to "Shit, no new episode of Yugioh this Saturday" to "Shit, why does every guy I spend six seconds with assume I'm flirting" or "Shit, I think I have some exotic cancer I just heard about on tv." Thus, I am a spaz. The best way to counter this is to point out all the things in life that may be/are/or become with some crazy imagination worse than my fears. So crappy fanfics, fan brawls, crappy books/movies, crappy icons, spoiler whimperings, and crappy relatives shape my twisted catharsis.
Many tend to be weirded out by this and accuse me of all sorts of issues. Well you know what? This my entertainment so you can bite me. I am a spaz and I embrace it. Cause it's not gonna change.
And while I'm on the bitching topic I shall note that any series that uses the term "GX" is a bad sign. Yugioh did it and now Clamp's chomping at that bit. Those two letters mean goodbye originality and hello spinoff.
I need to start writing down more of my Psychosis musings so when I reach plotlines I want to dismiss (LIKE TODAY!!!!) I'll remember what I planned to do.
Oh yeah, if one more Yugioh fan on my IRC channel bashes warshipping, I'm going to disembowel them with a Magic the Gathering card since they're the only cards I have.
I think Billy and I are going to play the third Naruto game tomorrow and go see Sky Captain. And if anyone mentions Tom in these comments in any way, shape, or form, I shall eviscerate them. >_>
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