Memoirs of the Angst-Bitch

Nothing like waking up to a purring kitten squirmed into a little kitty-ball right next to you. Aww. She's lucky she didn't get squished in the middle of the night. XD

Should have known my plan to only play at camp until 12 a.m. so I could get up for early writing was a no go. But playing with the Tobias was worth it. Spent too much time voting there today and am eating into my writing time. Bad. And I got early work tomorrow too.

Yeesh, the Golden Globes really were the night of the gay and the foreigners last night. The song I'm currently listening to is my theme for the evening. Can't wait to see "Brokeback Mountain" this weekend when it finally comes to a theater near me.

So don't want to work today. But afterwards, I can home, catch up on some camp stuff such as much-needed thank yous and get ready for my neo-birthday since the original one was a bust. This one will have Sakura and Thomas.

I think I misnamed Sasuke-neko. The damn fool just tried to bury herself in the litter box. She hopped out of my hands, digs a little hole in the freshly poured litter and proceeds to shove her face into it and then roll around like a nut. I'd be damned if I was playing with her after the display. WTF, Sasuke-neko?

The funeral home I usually get in a spat with took pity on me today and typed up their form all nice and pretty. And they still forgot information and forced me to call. I felt bad about it too.

I wonder if I can continue to drive my car the rest of the week on less than a quarter tank. I already owe Dad for the Gravi OVA and a shiny new ethernet cable, required to keep me from launching the modem out the window when the chord fell out during yet another AIM conversation. I still have to buy my costume too.

Camp owned my soul a bit too much yesternight. A bit being from 3 p.m. to 1 a.m. Not sane at all. I'm not going to link, I'm just going to suggest browing cfud_daily from Oct. 15 to Oct. 16. But B and the Gentleman rule all. God, if I had any talent at all, I'd app Faith. But I'd crash and burn in a very bad way so no. That and I'd need to rewatch all her Season 3 stuff. Probably don't want Season 7/Angel-fixed Faith with Season 3!Buffy.

Also rebuilding my effigy for Clamp because Rikuou and Kaza-chan make me miss my Legal Drug so so much. I really should have known better than to ever pick up the raw manga and I definitely should have known better than to buy all of the licensed stuff. I want more Kazahaya. ;_; He really is my favorite type of uke. Curse you, Clamp!

Remind me to make my "Guns don't kill people. K kills people!" icon.

I'm shocked that I actually got to work by my goal of 9:30 a.m. today. I'm going to shoot for 9 a.m. for the rest of the week since I like getting home at reasonable times of day. God, I don't want to log yesterday's activities with the pup. Note to self, must venture to wolfsrain and whore self to community, promising sex for more WR wolves. Hey, if the GSeed gang can do it so can I. Lucky bastards have one of the GSeed mods on their side though.

So yeah, Dana, when are we boarding the Firefly tonight? I'm also done with Angel and QaF. I want to borrow Angel Season 2.

Aside from my inevitable altercation with some of the pepole I work with, this week hasn't been going terribly. I helped the Bro with his interview project because just the boy's grammar is enough to reduce a person to tears. Let alone how he botched up the entire assignment. I don't think he understood what he was supposed to get from the interviews. I hope he still manages a B.

I also learned that sometimes just 15 icons is not enough! I need a credit card number like yesterday.

Kira moved from his position. By the way, Kira's the large jumping spider I found on my downstairs wall the other day. I made the mistake of telling my brother about him, and he went into melt-down. I had to pretend to catch Kira in a cup and throw him outside just so my brother would come inside. He was determined to sleep on the stairs rather than be in the same room as a spider. I wouldn't tell him where it was because I was afraid he would kill it. He's got real spider issues. But the plan worked. Bro has no clue where the spider is and Kira can continue to chill on his wall. He's such a cute little spider. Watch him come up here sometime and bite me for my stupidity.

I'm probably going to die while trying to find Tom's place again. He couldn't decide whether he wanted me to show up at the apartment he's sitting or his place. I've never found either. I'm not happy about this weekend so far.

And now I have random cramps, which just make everything so much better.

Am happy that Kira's alive in the camp again, even though Ani's now dead. *sobbles*

Someone also stole my Sims2 registration code when they stole my game and now I can't access the Sims2.com site for any of its goodies. I'll have to buy Uni if I want to do anything from now on. But right now what I really want to buy is a bike. I'm worried that the stronger sitting position of my job will limit my physical activity and interfere with my metabolism. So I'm going to be hunting around yard sales for a bike and trying to bike at least an hour after work every day. I've missed biking. I wonder if I'll get as lost as if I were driving.

I can't wait to get to work when I'll get deluged in even more Katrina news and learn just how ineffective are government really is when it comes to some things. This is insulting for the U.S.

Need to find a clip or undershirt for Natsuo. Otherwise completely ready to go for Otakon. Planning to drive down to Tom's after work tomorrow. I hear others will be there. I'm less than pleased but I'll cope. Tom also wants to use public transporation. Something also a little less inviting for cosplayers like myself, especially ones with cat ears and tails. >< I also wish I could bring a prop gun. I like threatening Thomas with guns.

Still haven't had time to watch Destiny 43 yet since I've been dealing with multi-crisises this week. And the Sims I went through all my trouble to make beautiful have stupid face animations. Really really ugly. Destroy all my favorite cuddling scenes and such. Sim!Raoul and Sim!Ari are twenty times cuter than the Psychosis Sims. Could be because the whelps are still teenagers and adorable with their "going steady" and "first kisses."

In other news, I proposed to Haruka at the camp. Don't think she accepted. She prefers her Michiru. *is slighted* But I won't give up!

EDIT: To those parties concerned. Some advice for the future. If you are clearly in a more favorable position than I, please do not try to seek pity over something that I will obviously regard with cynicism. Have some tact if you wish me to remain pleasant.

EDIT 2: Tom mentioned that the crew at his place might be having FLOORFEST due to the lack of sleeping arrangements. Why does that sound so naughty?

Completely caught up with Destiny now. *is proud of going from 23 to 38 in one day*

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Dammit. Someone already apped the Digi-boys. Well, there's always Taito. I want to play with the Gundam boys, but I doubt I could ever manage Lacus or Cagalli. And the other girls suck.

Spent time with quebelly yesterday after my little camp outting. It was a beautiful park. I'm trying to convince Dad to rent us a cabin so we can spend a two nights out there or something. I can't remember the last time I went camping. If I did, it was probably with my cousin up in New Mexico. So peaceful.

Watched the ending episodes of Utena and finally started to understand a bit more about Akio and Anthy. I still feel bad for Dios, even though I feel worse for Anthy. The Utena movie, which is the only anime I've probably watch about 100 times. The rose garden scene and the amazing visuals always do it for me. Now I know Anthy and Utena get a happy ending and Akio falls out of a window so that makes things much better. But I'm a bit sad that Touga's dead and all. He was sweet in the movie. Someone still has to explain to me why everyone turns into cars.

Also watched some Buffy Season 6 and 7. I couldn't remember much about the episode where Buffy was in a mental institution so that one was pretty good and freaky. Dawn still needs to get slapped. Nice trick at the end with the slight hinting that everything might still exist in Buffy's whacked-out imagination. Don't really like Season 7 because of the Slayerettes and the Kennedy-bitch-whore, but "Potential" and "Touched" were good episodes. I always loved Xander's inspiration speeches. They bring tears to my eyes, unlike Buffy's gung-ho "We're Going to Win and Some of You May Die" ones. Can't believe I couldn't remember the beautiful Spike/Buffy moment in "Touched" with his "You're the one" speech. It's just so perfect. I wish I could write dialogue like that.

Still have to watch "Finding Neverland" before it has to go back. I'd play more Xenosaga II but my throat has been dead since concert. I've eaten nothing but losenges all day.

BTW, the Anakin/Asuran kiss in the camp is just what I've been waiting for. *waves flags* Good thing Asuran and Kira kinda made up too. They love each other too much to be angry with each other for long.

I HATE the 32nd GS Campaign for Xenosaga II. The only options I have for completing it is spending the three hours+ and countless healing items it takes to steal Awakenings from bitch Orgula 21 times. This would be infinitely less painful if she didn't have a penchant for offing MOMO. Or I can spend between four to five hours stealing from the boss in the 14th GS Campaign. I'm leaning toward Orgulla again but I get so sick of her telling me that I'm filth and that I have to submit to her will and that I should REPENT. That and waiting for her to switch back and forth is really nerve-wracking. Maybe I can do it during netting tonight. It's not like she waits for me to take my turn anyway. That also means I have to keep a tally of how many Awakenings I steal. Why do I have to be such a completist?

I will never get to start my AMV because of this god-forsaken game. -_- Heaven help me when camp applications re-open.

Still avoiding Loveless finale. But news that TokyoPop licensed the manga makes me more happy. Finally, translated Loveless. Had to spend too much time listening to the elitists bitch about how their translations were better than the other groups, although they only had about 3 chapters. Sorry, gals, in this game, it's about quantity and not quality. If I can glean some type of storyline, I'm all good. Not that I need you now. I hope TokyoPop starts releasing some time next fall.

I'm considering returning to Gundam Seed Destiny since the summaries I've been reading on the community don't seem as hideous as the past ones.

Oh, Mello-neko and Near-neko were the cutest things ever created on the camp. L needs more kitties.

Owned the crowphoenix. Blue Eyes and Malevolent Nuzzler don't appreciate Dark Magician of Chaos skulking around in their terrority. Though, four turns leaves one believing that it might just have been a case of bad luck and a few bad draws. Must go again to make sure.

aquariankiss, I'm so jealous of your superior app skills. I hope you enjoy your stay with the nuts.

Dragged quebelly out on interviewing tonight. Would have gone better if it hadn't poured on us. It was still nice to hang out at the carnival like we used to.

I like Sophie a lot more in book!Howl's Moving Castle. She hardly cries and she gets all up in Howl's face. Howl doesn't sound as flamboyant. And the Michael/Martha thing is darling. Need to be more Sophie vs. Howl confrontation scenes, such as with him defending his room or the spiders.

Still trying to burn stuff. SeiRu hates me so I'm ditching that plan. Maybe I should try something small and meaningful lilke Naruto Sasuke vs. Naruto.