Memoirs of the Angst-Bitch

Eee I has cookies! Thank you happy gifters! They still make me want to bake real versions. I planned to come home and send more, but then I forgot that LJ in the Grinch at all things. So no more cookies. Sadness. Oh and the new Best Buy ads popping up on my unpaid journal are also not cool. No, LJ, I am not buying an account. And if you keep up this shit, I'm not going to use your service for my non-RP postings either.

More sadness comes from the new Code Geass manga being done by the Nightmare of Nunnally person. Granted, my only real issue with NoN is its art, which is, to put it bluntly, god-awful. And I'm cool with new main character, as long as Suzaku has a prominent part. HE BETTER HAVE A PROMINENT PART, CG. Ah, History of Geass backstory, well I guess we'll just see how it goes.

Random PSA: Christmas song should not reference the following. Child sexual abuse. Child prostitution. Drug abuse. Gang violence. No, Shania Twain, JUST NO. That is not a Christmas song; it's an "I want to sing about random issues and make you all feel guilty" song. Adding "Hallelujah" to the lyrics doesn't help. Now, if I want a song about ISSUES that's actually a CHRISTMAS SONG, I will listen to "My Grown-Up Christmas" list which manages to reference wars, abuse, hate and fear but with an overall message of hope. I want this "God Bless the Child" trash off my Christmas rotation music. Ugh. It's worse than that damn "Christmas Shoes." Seriously, here are some of its precious lyrics: "This child is homeless. That child's on crack. One plays with a gun, while the other takes a bullet in his back" and "Some have daddies who make them play games they don't want to play." NO. It doesn't even sound good.

King made me cry again. ( Sob. )

I'm such a dork since this my new Ari/Lysander song. Which it shouldn't be since those boys be FUCKED UP. I think they might actually be more fucked up than Lucian and Dominic. And that really shouldn't be possible. Ow. Oh well, Lysander still loves... Honestly, this is why Nayami shouldn't be up past 3 a.m.

( Here by Rascal Flatts )

Rollercoastery day/night. But before, I ready for my morning trip again, I shall leave you with this thought.

For a while, I've been having an odd hankering to do "A Little Priest" AMV with C.C. and Lelouch for no other reason than I could, and it would amuse me. But now I think "My Friends" might be a bit more apt and I entirely blame THIS FANART, which is hot beyond belief.

I guess it's a good ending for my day after all. And hey my stomachache went away.

I think I finally have a name for my still unfinished LuluEuphie manifesto. I loves me some Don Henley, as you may know, so "The End of the Innocence" is going to be getting the highlight for this essay.

I really like Seether's "Fake It" and am adding it to things that I will one day make a Geass AMV of. In the meantime, should I need new keywords, I've got some shiny new lyrics to choose from.

( Fake It lyrics )



And on that pleasant note, I hate driving with trucks in the tunnels. But even worse is driving with fuel trucks and having some hot rod behind me riding my ass and trying to make me speed up. Hello, if I crash into that fuel truck, we explode. And I don't like exploding.

I'm such a country music dork, and this one is my current favorite because it's just so cute and happy. I have many things I apply various pieces of this to, but they're just too corny to ever share. But I bet people can make a few assumptions.

( Stealing Cinderella )



Also, I changed my On Notice image on my profile and wish to explain the new version.

1. WORK: Self-explanatory.

2. "Emo": I am so tired of talking to people and only having them respond with the most negatastic thing possible. I gots no problem talking with people about their problems, but it helps if we don't drown in them as well.

3. Code Geass Production Staff: Self-explanatory.

4. Naruto: Why does it suck now? *sobs*

5. Celebrities: I don't care about Brittney, Paris, Lindsay or whoever else you want to shove in my face for the day. They're terrible role models and a waste of space.

6. 24/7 Media: For promoting said celebrities since it has nothing else to cover for about 15 hours out of every day. If all you're going to do is show the same clip of a woman getting tasered for a minute or people chatting about Brittney's kids, I'd rather watch a friggin' blue screen. It would be a more productive use of my time and my brain.

7. War Movies: Now this just pisses me off and might get its own entry. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? We're in the middle of a war where people are dying! Do you think we honestly need a bunch of Hollywood-glamorized flicks about fake people dying? This is is bullshit. We can turn on the news and see the same thing and with a greater emotional impact. I hate every single person that is now involved in a war movie including and not limited to: Tommy Lee Jones, Tom Cruise, Jamie Foxx, Jennifer Gardner, Meryl Streep and the list goes on. Fucking sell outs.

8. Tinkerbell's Fairy Friends: Tinkerbell is a jealous ho who isn't going to hang around a bunch of girls that might possibly cut in on her Peter time. I also have issues with the politically correct design of each of them and how whoracious/BRATZ they come off as. This is worse than the Disney Princess crap. By the way, Mulan NOT A PRINCESS. I won't even get into the names. Beck? That poor fairy.

I heard this song in the car the other day and kept wondering if it isn't some political allegory, especially the second verse or so. Either way, it's simply beautiful. And I was looking for new keywords last night too and super points for the lyric transcriber who can spell defense.

( The End of the Innocence by Don Henley )

Your random bitchy comment for the day. Seriously people, if you cannot spell any other name in Code Geass, there is no excuse for misspelling Lelouch. It's in the friggin' title. In English. On every episode. I went back to check my raws before this. Are you blind? This would be like misspelling Naruto. There is no second E. There *is* an O. I don't want to think about how much worse fans can futz this up. It's such a minor thing that I shouldn't care, but as there is so little fanfic, it saddens me to see the main character's name spelled wrong in half of them.

I'm going to wait for RxJ and Darker than Black to be subtitled before I get into them. Following both raws and subtitles takes too much time. Geass was a special case.

Mmm, I think "Breath" by Breaking Benjamin has become my new post-23 theme. Very manic. Possibly Suzaku-POV? I like "So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left" and "I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating" the best. I originally wanted it for my header image lyrics, but it didn't fit the image. I think I have a good Suzaku icon to text up now though. Perhaps the one with his angry knight self, his dead-eyed hatred at the end of 23 or that new Cornelia/Suzaku image. I need to stop choosing rock songs for Geass. It's my need for something violent.

( As always, lyrics because I love them. )

What's this about possibly no 24 and 25 until after April? Sunrise, I'm going fly down there and MURDER you! You will have to pay my medical bills when I go into dreadful withdrawal. This is just like what BONES did with Wolf's Rain, only that had a kinda conclusion before they went into their DVD state. Knowing Geass, 23 is just going to fuck everyone up the ass and leave them there. Cue Mosiac Kakera. It will probably end with ( spoiler ) Wilst thou leave me so unsatisfied?

From what I gather of the new Naruto chapter, Sasuke has picked himself up a new Sakura. I don't know maybe he figured the old one wasn't going to let him bitch her around anymore. Now all he needs to do is pick up another spirit-possessed wild child and his team of Team 7 Nobodies will be complete. Then they can begin their esoteric search for their hearts. Sasuke will then don an Akatsuki cloak with tiger strips and go around pontificating at length. After which, I will promptly shoot myself in the head. Did I mention Naruto irritated me lately?

I also learned the name of that song that I'd been looking for from a few weeks ago. As my luck would have it, it's a My Chemical Romance piece. The thing with me and that band is while their beginning and endings leave much to be desired and their music is way overdone, some of their lyrics are halfway decent. This one had a few particular good lines. A few that would almost make good LuluEuphie lines. You can probably guess which ones. I'm too lazy to cut this down to my favorite lines so I'll just give the whole thing.

( Famous Last Words. )

As for our random song lyrics, "Minority" will be the song featured in my upcoming Geass layout because I decided I'm sick of angsty/melancholic lyrics. Bring on the crack. We'll pretend that Lelouch isn't going to turn into a power-hungry bastard and actually believes in his vision of protecting the weak.

I can't believe people are trying to find canonical logic in the Avatar short. It's like Narutards trying to find logic in the Sports Short. People, they are mocking you. Sigh sigh sigh. Best part of the short was definitely Jet comforting sad widdle Zuko. Though I enjoy anything that mocks Haru because Haru be boring. Momo was disturbing. Not as disturbing as the fanmade video that makes Geass look like a school harem. Ouch.

I'm watching the sister's kitten, Kit-Kat, which makes my kitty Sasuke-neko look like a midget. But Sasuke-neko's a bitch so it evens out. I think Kit-Kat is some mutant wildcat beast since her ears look weird and she's unusually built for a 9-month old kitten. The cats think I've betrayed them as usual and refuse to come out from under the bed. I might take pictures later. She is pretty.

( More plans for Heritage )