The pain of war

There went last night's stellar plans. I probably will head over to quebelly's this weekend since I'm not in a good mood. I'm not really depressed or anything anymore. I'm still too high on my fandom crack for that; I'm just far too jealous of many people in my life right now, and I think that's what's making me so moody lately. Yet I remain too afraid of change to alter my own situation. I require distraction.

Oh and five things I am so sick of hearing about:
1. Brittney Spears (look I don't want you to lose your damn children because that's hard on anyone but you are a bimbo who just needs to stay in rehab)
2. Anna Nicole Smith (I feel sorry for you since almost everyone in her shortened life was white trash, but you are not worthy of so much real press.)
3. American Idol (why don't you just die already?)
4. Sasuke hate (it's Kishi's manga, and if he wants Sasuke to be a god, Sasuke can be a friggin' god)
5. Suzaku hate (he's not Lelouch, he will never be Lelouch, he's meant to be a foil for Lelouch, let him do his damn job and get off his back)

Finished Escaflowne again. ( I still hate the ending. Poor Van only gets consciousness sex. He remains a virgin forever. )

GIP: Suzaku is such a sexy knight

So I decided to play with colorfilter's brush sets, which I downloaded a long time ago. I like the effect and might use them more often. I just wanted something of Suzaku in his knight gear since he looks absolutely awesome. This might be replacing my shades!Suzaku icon. Damn, now I'm in an icon-making mood. I have so much more knight!Suzaku to work with.

I leave now.