"You're not special. You're extraordinary."

Spent time with quebelly yesterday after my little camp outting. It was a beautiful park. I'm trying to convince Dad to rent us a cabin so we can spend a two nights out there or something. I can't remember the last time I went camping. If I did, it was probably with my cousin up in New Mexico. So peaceful.

Watched the ending episodes of Utena and finally started to understand a bit more about Akio and Anthy. I still feel bad for Dios, even though I feel worse for Anthy. The Utena movie, which is the only anime I've probably watch about 100 times. The rose garden scene and the amazing visuals always do it for me. Now I know Anthy and Utena get a happy ending and Akio falls out of a window so that makes things much better. But I'm a bit sad that Touga's dead and all. He was sweet in the movie. Someone still has to explain to me why everyone turns into cars.

Also watched some Buffy Season 6 and 7. I couldn't remember much about the episode where Buffy was in a mental institution so that one was pretty good and freaky. Dawn still needs to get slapped. Nice trick at the end with the slight hinting that everything might still exist in Buffy's whacked-out imagination. Don't really like Season 7 because of the Slayerettes and the Kennedy-bitch-whore, but "Potential" and "Touched" were good episodes. I always loved Xander's inspiration speeches. They bring tears to my eyes, unlike Buffy's gung-ho "We're Going to Win and Some of You May Die" ones. Can't believe I couldn't remember the beautiful Spike/Buffy moment in "Touched" with his "You're the one" speech. It's just so perfect. I wish I could write dialogue like that.

Still have to watch "Finding Neverland" before it has to go back. I'd play more Xenosaga II but my throat has been dead since concert. I've eaten nothing but losenges all day.

BTW, the Anakin/Asuran kiss in the camp is just what I've been waiting for. *waves flags* Good thing Asuran and Kira kinda made up too. They love each other too much to be angry with each other for long.

Keith is not the best of parental figures

( Emo bitch fit on writing/editing )

Then again, I'm probably wasting my time on this piddling stuff. Everything. Even my precious Xenosaga II. I need to get back to my boys, who are horribly neglected and unloved and wanting of the sex and death. I've been writing angsty dialogue lately. It's leaning into the mush territory and annoying me. I need a fight. Something that results in a violent make-out session or so.

Gravitation had one of the most cracked-out endings in the world. I am still content with it. They handled Eiri's issues, Shuichi's issues, and even Ryuuichi's in a way that didn't make me want to throw up. Yeah, they still had a lot of nonsense but Murakami managed to finish up in a way that worked for me.

On further manga news, just realized that in volume 4, Satoshi is reacting to Daisuke saying his name when Krad shows up. I also picked up Banana Fish 8. I need to buy Duelist 6, Yami no Matsuei 6, Prince of Tennis 8, and DNAngel 8.

Saw "Finding Neverland." Great movie. It really was. I recommend to all.

quebelly, I'll try to do your meme when I'm feeling better.

EDIT: Day = Upsetting to the max. I think it's time for the Loveless finale since things can't get much worse.

Loveless 12

WTF??!

I hate everyone and I'm going to bed. That is all.