No willpower and now no money for rent

I had a master plan. It was a good master plan full of intelligence and willpower. I promised myself that since I bought a crapload of games within the last few months and only really came anywhere close to completing one that I would not buy FFXII. I made myself a solemn vow I would wait until at least December. But then I had to go to Borders today and listen to the salesperson chatter on about the game and the pretty art book. So now I have a blasted Collector's Edition of the damn thing and the art book. I don't even love Final Fantasy enough to warrant buying the art book. I think someone told me I'd get both with the Collector's Edition and my brain fizzled at that point. Either way, I spent too much money and now want to injure myself. I can't even play the game until I finish Okami and that's elsewhere at the moment. This is why I will starve to death in the near future. I don't understand the concept of willpower. ;_;

While I was spending all of my money (I went to the mall in the first place under the delusion that my AS 16 was supposed to be out but Borders sucks so no), I also picked up: Cain Saga 1, Death Note 8, Her Majesty's Dog 4, Il Gatto Sul 2 and I Myself. I find it amusing that Cain Saga is sealed. Is this the volume where the young boy in a dress cannibalizes half a room?

Everyone on code_geass has the same belief I do about how TRC!Kamui is just Kamui before Kotori's death. Sulky, bad ass and entirely too devoted on his twin. I remember the days when Kamui could still give people the *look* and have them back up a step. But I can't figure out whether they are saying LuLu and Light are brothers or LuLu is Light's illegitimate child. They do have a point about how TRC!Kamui and LuLu can both do fun things with their eyes. They dress alike too. ZERO definitely thinks he's a gay vampire.

Code Geass 5

I'm going to start needing translations for Geass since it's actually going somewhere now, and I'm quite interested in all the characters, including Suzaku. Something about him wearing the bad ass glasses gave me a new love for him. I also find him and Euphemia (Yuffie) cute. Yuffie is very much a Lacus but she has a touch of bite to her that helps her come close to developing individuality. LuLu is proving himself to be more of a Light-clone than ever, testing his power and developing far-seeing plans. Any day now I expect him to start spouting how he is justice. They even went for the dichotomy of LuLu and Suzaku each expressing their own view of an ideal world. I was shocked to learn that C.C. was not the innocent ball of bondage she appeared to be. I think C.C. could give Karen a run for her money. But Cornelia tops them both. I like her. I even felt something for poor Jeremiah. I enjoy Viletta's devotion to him. Must think of how to make cute shades-wearing Suzaku icons. Oh yeah did I mention LuLu's obsession search for him. LuLu's a goof. I don't get why LuLu does his hand before one eye pose, but it always looks killer.