Reflection time
Jun. 9th, 2008 07:49 amI take things entirely too seriously, and I let things get to me so much that I'm unable to focus on anything else. It is a terrible habit. I managed to upset myself to ridiculous levels yesterday before I realized what I was doing. I have a job that doesn't make me want to spit nails, I am away from the family that was a constant source of stress and I have good potential of getting a place of my own very soon. I also have good friends, even if I fail at staying in touch and relatives that are very willing to help me out. All this, and I get bummed over something superficial. I'm going to nix this attitude now. I'm going to enjoy myself for once and let myself do so.
In non-personal news, saw Speed Racer. Um, was that movie supposed to be about racing? I would never have thought Speed Racer would have such a convoluted plot about corporate takeovers, the underworld, espionage and ninjas. There were ninjas. And since when can everyone in that family fight? ( Also. ) I did enjoy the family relationships, especially the brothers, and it was entertaining. I can't say watching cars do those flips and tricks isn't sweet. But still... that was not what I expected from Speed Racer. I can sum it up in one word. Um...
I am debating whether I'm going to do my analysis tonight. First, I have to get translations. It's sad that I want to do this right now, but I know I'll be late to work if I do. Sob. But I might hold off on posting until I have more grounding. Or just analyze Nina.
I am also debating on Net hiatus, which is the harder part because I have a huge addiction. But I also need to judge how much it is actually contributing to my stress levels and how much is just me being a spaz.
In non-personal news, saw Speed Racer. Um, was that movie supposed to be about racing? I would never have thought Speed Racer would have such a convoluted plot about corporate takeovers, the underworld, espionage and ninjas. There were ninjas. And since when can everyone in that family fight? ( Also. ) I did enjoy the family relationships, especially the brothers, and it was entertaining. I can't say watching cars do those flips and tricks isn't sweet. But still... that was not what I expected from Speed Racer. I can sum it up in one word. Um...
I am debating whether I'm going to do my analysis tonight. First, I have to get translations. It's sad that I want to do this right now, but I know I'll be late to work if I do. Sob. But I might hold off on posting until I have more grounding. Or just analyze Nina.
I am also debating on Net hiatus, which is the harder part because I have a huge addiction. But I also need to judge how much it is actually contributing to my stress levels and how much is just me being a spaz.