Zero thoughts

Still no response from internship peoples. Le sigh.

Loveless 8 was totally worth the wait. The whole episode had me hanging on every line. But now I fear for Natsuo and his partner since they pissed off Nagisa-sensei. Natsuo is hot in his short shirt. I want to know how he lost his eye. What's with Zero anyway? Are they both fighters? Do they not have Sacrifices? The lesbian girls seemed pissed about the whole double-Sacrifice thing Soubi had going on, but unlike Breathless, who said something similiar, Zero doesn't seem to follow the Fighter/Sacrifice dynamic, unless I'm missing something. I spent the majority of the episodes screaming "Soubi, Ritsuka's gonna kick your ass." Ritsuka doesn't need a cell phone, he needs a mobile tazer. Oh and poor Kio. He gets no love.

Guess I'm going to kick some of these queries to raburesu, assuming they're still willing to listen to me.

Pairings. Do they never require thought?

Get to go meet with internship person today. I'm still a little bummed because I called my internship supervisor from school, and I think she had me confused with someone else. I think I'm most depressed because before it sunk into me that I hadn't done half the things she talked about, I believed I still had a chance to enter into the program this summer. Now it's not likely. I e-mailed her about it. Still, I'll have something to do, even if I don't get credit for it. I just hope it's worth the hassle that was clothes shopping, putting up with my relatives, and finding the place. If I get there and my guy isn't around, I'm going to be very unhappy.

To make myself less upset, I've been messing around with Sim2 again, downloading meshes and stuff. I want to try to remake my original characters but I need to figure out how to recolor this one hair mesh I got to platinum blond or a very fine silver. So far I have: kitty ears, lots of colored contacts, ponytails for guys, long braids, something that always gives me pizza, a dresser that lets me change into anything I want at any time, and some weird hacks that affect pregnancy and the like. Don't know if I'll get the time to play again since I've tried for the past two days with no real success, but it's still fun to think about.

I had an amusing Yugioh conversation with crowphoenix the other day about Kaiba, his loves, and how Jou is a whore. I might post up a rundown later today.

I've also been thinking about SasuNaru fans and how everything is just smut and aesthetics to them. They barely care about the characters, and don't even believe that they have a chance of getting together. Now if Kishimoto throws in romance, there might be a challege; I'll admit that. But otherwise, I'm sick of SasuNaru fans going into why it's impossible for these two to ever truly be more than friends. They like reading/drawing naughty stuff about them, but it's all in play. It seems sad to me since I don't ship any pairing this much if I don't honestly believe there could be something there. I have my crack pairings too, but SasuNaru doesn't deserve to be lumped into that category. It's like Tsuzuki/Hisoka for me, not in its nature but in how honest it seems. If these two were older, there would be no questioning their intentions. People don't stay children forever. And I don't want to hear how child relationships are just that: fleeting moments for children. Sakura/Li anyone? How old were they before? 10? People need to take more convictions in their pairings. I don't expect them to see characters as real people. But shipping a pairing and then saying that "It really has no chance" seems stupid.