Losing

So I didn't realize it until later last night but I'm having another one of my yearly crisises. It sucks but Otakon is coming up and I will get to see Tom again. Maybe that will provide a temporary fix. Trying to pinpoint cause of depression but aside from inability to write anything, coming up empty. I'm probably going to ask for an extension on my Daisuke/Ken manifesto when I get home. Plan to return to my crack tonight since I've reached some stability on that front at least. I shall yet prevail, but in the mean time, I have new charas to poke. I think Louis sensed something this morning since she came by while I was on the big computer and started nuzzling me. She usually stays on the bed.

I want to see Alexander this week.