Memoirs of the Angst-Bitch

Ethical dilemmas at work suck.

Kaiba showed up in GX 76. One of the villain-wannabes wanted to use Kaibaland for something and Kaiba's all whatever. I can't believe Kaiba still hasn't learned that guys with freaky-colored hair cause him nothing but stress and are probably going to jeopardize his company or his park. I don't know why Kaiba would condone the use of his theme park, but I don't pay enough attention to GX to understand his motives. I tried to watch on CN, but I missed a few episodes, and for once, the bitches never take a break. I need twice playing-GX again. Kaiba looks exactly the same. Exactly. You think he would have aged in just a few years. But no. Animators got lazy. I thought he stopped wearing that trenchcoat when he wasn't dueling. Doesn't he want to look professional-like at work?

Black Cat episodes have been confusing lately. They're good and produce the required emotional effect, but they need to work on their angles and still shots, which irritate me greatly. I don't like knowing what's going to happen while I'm watching it happen. Chibi-Creed helped. What sort of parent beats their children with roses?

Last night I was suffering from some rough times, as it was my sister's birthday and I was learning how horrible her life is and how she's stuck in it forever. Because it's her story and not mine, I won't be so tactless as to show it here. It's just very unpleasant and there's not much hope for a change or a reprieve.

That problem hasn't gone away, but I now have distraction. I'm not uncaring, but I also know when I'm licked. A person like me who doesn't even make $10 an hour or live in her own place or pay for her own car is not in the position to aid anyone else. That's just the way it is.

So it was time for a happy trip to the mall. Swag included the gayest Naruto shirt in existence, which I promptly bought. Think the usual Team 7 portrait...only PURPLE. Light purple. Like lilac. That's right, Sasuke is sporting lilac. The wrongness will never be matched. I had to buy it. So what if I won't be able to drive anywhere this weekend for lack of gas money. It was lilac Sasuke!

Also found Death Note 1. I jumped. Pretty high too. My Walden buddies stared at me and the other just laughed and told me that he promised me they would be here. Walden now offers a shiny card that gives you $10 off after a purchase of 10 manga. That's like a free manga. Since I buy 2 or 3 a week. I will be needing lots of cards. This is the best thing ever; I hope it stays. I picked up the new HikaGo and Bleach 9 while I was there. All series that I'm deeply addicted too and will read before working on anything else today. These cards = ♥

I saw the Yugioh G/X I missed last night. I love Asuka more than ever now. She blackmailed Juudai into challenging her, promising to get him expelled if he didn't play, and was even a bit snipping during the duel. She's such a good little femme!Kaiba. As for chibi-Kaiba AKA Jyome, he couldn't even beat Juudai, using some of Kaiba's favorite cards like XYZ Dragonhead Canon. Yes, most of my G/X love will somehow connect to Kaiba. I miss him. I think Shou wants to jump Juudai and that's scary. He's too snuggly. They're marathoning all the episodes today. I might hit that.

In other Yugioh news, my depression last night found a temporary antidote in some rabid YamiKai bunny!sex, with a hint of hyper-Jou and tragic Yuugi thrown in. Don't try to fathom the meaning of bunny!sex; you will hurt your head. But it involves lion!Yami and lamb!Jou. crowphoenix helped feed this insanity that ended up half-prose and half-RP. Graham and I can create some disturbing images. Oh god, Jou's missing sheep bell. We need to have the Yugioh boys get their orgy on more often. And I need to stop treating Jou like a slut, but a good slut. He just has too much love to give. It's not like he's jumping everyone. But he can't miss out on the fun.

EDIT: Graham, we totally need to write more YamiJouKai/YamiKaiJou smut. Yes, Yami must always be seme! Look I even found an icon that represents the world of wrong we have spawned.