Memoirs of the Angst-Bitch

Almost had a fairly bad turn last night that convinced me I could drop off the face of the Net, and nobody would care either way. It's my fault mostly, but it still was very ouch. So of course I compensated with Geass fanart and an insane search for the images I heard are gracing the new Animage and Newtype. Both searches were failures, but I did learn Geass *does* have a second season so it wasn't a fruitless time.

I also had a minor wtf moment when I realized that Clamp retconned Kamui's eyes to blue sometime ago. I think the first images I ever saw had them violet or blue-violet so I convinced myself they were violet. This is only a big deal since it was the start of my violet eye fetish that continued through Dark, Duo, Tsuzuki, Kira Yamato, Ritsuka and now Lelouch.

The Naruto spoilers or lack of are making me insanely impatient.

Going to pick up check and stuff. When I get back, I'm either going to write, read manga, begin my Princess Tutu marathon, work on my reviews, write an essay telling people that Sasuke is no different than he was at the Valley of End and they need to get over it or do something else of that nature.

You know, "That's the Way It Is" really is the ideal anime!Gravitation song. That's creepy.

I need to come up with a way of writing AU San/Ari scenes that aren't borderline noncon because San is just so damn vicious when reduced to his primal urges. I wonder if this is actual possible without him outright killing Ari and being very confused about it afterward. Maybe they should just stick with snuggling after all.

Again, I lament the fandom's ability to produce fiction that isn't smut-centered or so damn focused on a relationship that it ignores the other aspects in a character. I would love to read all Organization fics if they weren't almost 80 percent porn. Sure, Saix and Superior can get it on, but I wouldn't mind a little characterization on the part of either. I think the best Organization fic I read in a while was that Axel/Namine, and that was just plain naughty. But at least it managed to explore both of them in drabble-sense. I think certain Axel writers need to practice writing Axel without ANY inclusion of Roxas so they get a feel for the rest of his character. Once they have that, they can return to their regularly scheduled relationship fics. Because Axel/Roxas does nothing for me if they are just having sex or if I want to punch Axel square in the face.

On the other hand, my experiment with Kamui-writing have been doing fairly well. Now if Clamp would just explain this possible "vampire" thing he's got going on, I might have enough of his combined X/Tsubasa persona to merge them into something plausible. It should be something more than _argustar and mine's personal joke about a doe-eyed Kamui going "Wa-wa."