Memoirs of the Angst-Bitch

I locked the kitty in my room last night, and there didn't seem to be any accidents so this is a good thing.

I am having one of my brief moments where I question whether I have talent or anything really worth noting. I had my writing, but I rarely do it. I don't know. I guess I just want to be something, and I always end up just there. Sigh.

This is probably all brought on by my randomly upset stomach.

I'm still whining. I do that. I was thinking about what people are saying about this season of Geass and where it's going and how we will never get the final two episodes. This is probably the second time I've wondered whether the series is "Code Geass" or "Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion." I don't want to believe in the subhead theory since that means the protagonist can change with the next season. Given the nature of a season finale episode called "Zero," I am extremely wary. I know Geass still has many things to address next season, given that they brought it new characters and a OMGSURPRISE in 23, but as much as I loved 23, it definitely put me on edge as far as the series goes. I've heard people say the creator doesn't believe in killing his protagonists and that the production team really likes Lelouch, but I'm not willing to trust this since I've been bitch-slapped before. Then there is Jun's comment about Lelouch being in a "fun" position in the latter part of the series.

I still hold onto my believe that Zero's speech at the end of 23 is him lying to himself. He still has Nunnally after all. Who knows? Maybe she'll end up betraying him as well. Ugh, I so am going to have to find ways to take my mind off this until 24 and 25 roll around. I doubt that's truly possible. When I get obsessed, I get obsessed HARD.

Lulu. ;_;

Welp, now I have three more icons in my inventory and each more wrong than the first. I feel so accomplished.

People going on about FFXII really make me want to play, but if I play then I'll have to ditch everything else. Why can't someone else plan my day? I'd do so much better with it then. I might go back to Okami at various times this weekend, provided I hook up the Playstation again first.

I will now leave you with this image. I'm not sure what's going on, but I can guarantee it's not consensual.