Memoirs of the Angst-Bitch

Work wants me to work Friday night. Well, it's more of an option. But the thing is family wants to do the King's Dominion thing Saturday. So late night Friday night (and we are talking 8-9 because of the drive) + driving an hour back to my Dad's house does not equal a happy Nayami. We'll see. It is nice to have an option rather than a GO OR DIE.

I realized today that I forgot to buy the Geass DVD set and just purchased it from Amazon, even though I know it will never ever find its way to my house, and I have no idea where a post office is. It just makes me happy to know I will one day have it. I need to stop blowing my money on this stuff.

Also, I recommend the American Indian History museum to anyone in the Maryland area. It's awesome, and I can't wait to go back.

Oh yeah, Turn 16 was good and all. Brain does not seem to want to allow discussion alas. Other than Lelouch needs to get punched in the face. I have this weird mix of excitement and dread going into the final stretch. It's strange but it could be all right.

Hahah. My relatives are so trying to kick me out before they go on vacation June 27th. I am le screwed if I can't finalize this condo thing STAT.

Also, Kade honey, I FINALLY sent your present. I'm sorry it took me so long. Postal hours and mine don't exactly coexist. It should still be shiny!

Wow, I came home last night and felt like such a failboat. It's the combination of me wanting my computer time and my new family wanting to do things. I hate saying no, but then I hate losing time for other things. So I end up stuck between the two, doing nothing. Which results in failboat. I want to analyze and essay, but I'm just so damn tired lately. Adjusting to new job is harder than I thought. I might go back to do the 10 to 6 thing instead of 9 to 5. And I signed up for an early morning weekend assignment.

On the other hand, I do feel better about at least resolving one issue. So that takes that awkwardness off my mind. Though I do worry that, in general, I have not been around for people lately. And I don't mean it to be that way. Please feel free to email/gchat/call me whenever.

I hope things go better once I get this nagging urge in the back of my head dealt with.

And Realms, I loved that log you showed me. It blew my mind, how much you had at play there.

Oh and because I'm an ass and forget these things, thanks to everyone who commented about my little fender-bender yesterday.

I spent the entire day limping around, wondering what the hell was wrong with my leg. So I finally check it out in the bathroom and notice this massive black and blue bruise. Then I remembered when my brother chucked his cell phone at me last night when I told him his friends had to leave at 10. Whereupon, my sister then told him his friends could stay while she finished her all important phone call. I don't think he even comprehends how much he seriously hurt me. I know I'll be leaving this house this weekend, but it still disgusts me how bad things have gotten.

Oh, I also fail at life since I couldn't even find my damn assignment tonight. Which was a good hour away from my work, I might add. It might have had something to do with my inability to focus 10 seconds while driving because of my killer migraine all day. Fail day is fail.

Man, I have a 2-hour commute and all I ask is that my sister, who is BORROWING OUR HOME, move her car out of my spot by the time I get home. And she can't even do that. As I type this, she is still on the phone. So I am parked in someone else's spot. The next time this happens, I'm parking my car behind hers.

I did find some backety back roads to travel on today so I'm not as exhausted as when I deal with interstate traffic. The drawback is there is no way I can drive on this in the winter because I will die. I need to make so many phone calls or emails.

ETA: ... Why do I think one of the magazines just attempted a cleavage shot of Nunnally? Now does this hurt my brain more than the perky Suzaku is the question... Wait! Make that perky Suzaku DRINKING TEA. Geass, why do you hate my brain this much?

I need somewhere else to live. Seriously. Yet again my brother is giving some BS excuse for not going to school and trying to run away. I don't think there's any recourse for that. I just don't want to be part of it anymore because there is nothing I can do. I need to make some calls and see if I can't stay with other people before I go start raving mad. I am so unconscious while typing this because I got about four hours of sleep and have to work 12 hours today.

And people wonder why I am incapable of dealing with their problems...

ETA: Tried to recup sleep and therefore going to work later than I wanted. But at least I now have canon art of Lelouch wearing a stupid crown. Yay.

While I wanted to wake up before 10 am, being jolted out of bed to drive my brother's laptop to his school and back was not quite what I had in mind. Well, that's one way to do it. I'm debating on doing anything today aside from playing my video game. And maybe calling up work to see if they'll be nice enough to switch my days this weekend.

In the meantime, I need to make an icon using the new Chibi Geass comic because the scarf~ but I'm too lazy to renew the icon space here so I can add it.

Also, it hurts me that Lelou is now the official spelling. I'm not using it. I don't care if I'm a contrarian. It's as bad as when they shortened child Anakin's name to Annie. Except um in reverse. It's too early for the thought things.

... My brother went to McDonad's and asked for a Happy Meal. They actually asked him whether it was for a boy or a girl.

He said girl and is now showing off his MyScene bracelets....

"I was like orgasming in the chair. I named her Peaches."

Dubya Tee Eff!!!

As Fu-kuyama says, the moment C.C. came back to life after getting shot in the head was the moment he stopped thinking of her as a woman >__> Some sort of pizza free-loader alien who also happens to be his partner-in-crime, maybe.

HAH GameFAQs hah. I love you guys so much.

Gots a tummy ache from last night, but after some half-asleep thought am now wondering if I'm not just being a clingy spaz. Considering the catalyst behind all this, I probably am. Ugh I got to pick up the brat after all. I wonder if I'm trying to talk myself out of my slump just so I don't have to address the situation myself. I so hate effort. Perhaps that's the real problem here.

Also, the new Asuka images featuring Suzaku with his shirt all but coming off being fed tea from Lelouch's cup are just... DON'T DO THESE THINGS TO MY BRAIN IN THE MORNING! Lelouch's face makes the entire thing appear ten times more creepy than it needs to. Stop being a creepy seme, Lulu. I mean it.

ETA: Dangit, now I don't want to go to work. Oh Geass you are like my Prozac. What shall I ever do when you end?

Yes, I made an icon using the crack drama. I was making icons for CFUD crack sake, and realized after I cropped this image, that I really liked it. I have no explanation. I wish I did. I think it's just because Lulu thinks he's a swimsuit model, and that's beyond hilarious.

This drama seems almost as naughty as the shower one when it comes to the dialogue. I can't believe Guilford was commenting on Dalton's umm stiffness... And Euphie has some tastes that might even put Lulu's to shame. How Geass should have ended: They form their own chain of the most brain-breaking clothes known to man. These clothes blind Britannians on the battlefield, and they flee in terror. Victory. But oh Geass, how you love your siscon. It makes it better that Lelouch was too busy growling at Cornelia to pay attention to what Milly and others were talking about.

I've been so tired lately, mostly because family's forcing me into slave labor to fix Bro's computer. I ditched them for good this time, telling them I knew just about as much about the problem as they did so they could call Tech Support themselves. Let's hope it works, and they don't futz up my Internet connection.

I was reading through some old writings when I was searching for my password to the wireless network. I found my old sections on Psychosis: Redux. Some of the changes in there I actually really liked such as the idea of having Lorelei watch after Nick for a while prior to the start of the story, the idea of Nick stalking Ty at first because of his art and later learning he's the kid he's supposed to be guarding, the idea of Luce stalking Kat because of her necklace, the random setup for the necklaces in the first place and Ty's issues. Pretty much the first chapter was good setup. Not sure if I can follow it up. Also, I need to be able to write het that doesn't bore me to tears. Stupid Ty/Angie. Though I might decide to make Kat and Ren hook up in the rewrite.

Man, I was vicious to CFUD back in the day, and this was when I was mere audience who stalked regularly. 0_o