Memoirs of the Angst-Bitch

Ack he's going to meet him?? Stupid unproperly labeled Lost spoiler. BTW, I had some REAL issues with last night's episode. Contrived city. Major Kate mysteries just felt weak, and Sayid would have seriously popped that kid in the head. Your lol moment of the night though was "He will have lost his innocence." Ok, Lost writers, that was more than just deus ex machina; that was fucking creepy. What is Richard going to do? Rape him? Bleh.

Halfway done my Invasion America spree. I just spend an hour watching an E news documentary on Bennifer. I think this says much about my mentality.

I did finally find someone to hit up the sakura fest with me this weekend though. Sisterly time is always nice.

I don't mind that I could predict almost every second of Lost tonight, save one. I had too much fun picturing kinky hatesex between Locke and Ben. Screw all the other pairings, that one is not my official OTP. Jealous Ben. Crazy Ben. Both looking seriously hot. And Locke looked so awesome and beautiful in the start of the episode. Also, I renew my claim that Kate and Jack add nothing worthwhile to this show and need to die. Both of them said the most assaholic things possible to Locke. DIE BITCHES DIE.

Weird day yesterday. The problem with coming over Tom's is that it can quickly turn into a double-edged sword. When certain people show up, I retreat to William and chat about Avatar (which he watches) or Geass (which he has the outsider's ability to rationalize in ways that are truly exceptional.) There might be a post coming out of the latter, something that won't go to the main comm. Something about POV and knowledge and response. Because I think the viewing public often forget that they are, in fact, the viewing public and thus privy to everything.

Dr. Who was fun though. Some stuff was cute. ( We watched the first three. )

Currently watching Torchwood S2. I like much better than S1. "Sleeper" is an awesome episode. ( Mmm Ianto. )

Watched the episode of Lost I missed. quebelly was right! ( And now I go woe. )

I am going to make a decision soon, and I know that once I make it, I can't change my mind. It's become too much a matter of actual stress for me. I can't have it both ways.

In bright and shiny news, CFUD now has a Kallen. I am pleased.

So I'm missing voting like a son of a bitch. But I have a life this weekend, and it's too fast for me until at least tomorrow or later this evening. Then I'll count how many batches I missed and be amused.

Hee I'm so ridiculously excited about the American geass trailer for no other reason than it's Geass. Want DVDs now. Gimme gimme gimme.

quebelly made me catch up on Lost. And since the only character I'm truly obsessed with is Locke, and he got some great episodes, I might be a follower again. We'll see. Depends if I can fix my busted-ass TV. Ben's pretty interesting too though. But Locke. Damn now I wish I had marathoned this episodes BEFORE Friday. Alas.

There will be xmas card writings tomorrow, I think.

Ok, we are mad pissed now. For a while, we've been allowing Sis to borrow Attila to get to work since her past connections dried up. She keeps bitching about how it gets poor mileage because it needs a tune-up. While this is true, it doesn't explain how I all but filled in up yesterday, took one hour round-trip and now it's almost done to the halfway point. Not only that, its wheel is falling apart. The wheel always had this whole in it that came from who knows where but what the hell. I'm making her buy me both a wheel cover and from now on, whenever she borrows Attila, she's going to be putting in $5 of gas right before she returns it. That and I'm going to recalculate the mileage from where she lives to where she works because she's joy-riding my car. If she's truly going to be paying for half my paymment, I'm slightly more lenient but I also don't want to be eating gas money. I'm asking for my car payment money this weekend.

America's Next Top Model is dead to me. I'm not playing. I don't care anymore. If they want to root on those anoxeric, whiny whores more power to them. But they're all boring as hell. PR pleased me so no problems there. I would have liked them not to kiss Uli's ass for her less than stellar collection, and I would like it if the public didn't suck up to Michael just because it's Michael (the collection was not his best) but I'm content. Lost...Locke needs to stop hookin' up with the young boys and then leading them into his zany schemes. Also, I am not doing the three-hour tv block ever again. What a waste of my time. It was literally exhausting. From now on, Wednesday is just for Lost.

Why did I forget to dry my pants when I washed my shirts? This makes getting ready this morning very awkward.

I don't know, maybe it's my moods, but I'm in a slightly more healthy mental state for the moment. I thank shoiryu and _argustar for putting up with me the other day. I also have to work on my resume, which I'm not sure still exists.

Today was slow but I managed to make the lovely verbal-typo today: "Crapped parkily." Mixing up my verbs and nouns isn't that uncommon but I've never made another word into an adverb before. This frightens me. I also now have Batman Begins and learned my manga came in at Walden. I'm deciding how I want to spend my next few days since quebelly wants me for tomorrow and Thomas requests my presence at his movie night. He's showing Constantine, Howl's Moving Castle and Batman Begins. I've seen them all, but it's always fun to watch with friends. It's not fun to pay for the gas since I'll be heading down there two weeks in a row, with the Halloween party next Saturday. I still have to find a costume so that is another priority for the weekend.

Comcast has been getting on my last nerve with the sporatic shutdowns lasting from ten minutes to several hours. It got me Monday when I was attempting a weekday camping session, yesterday when I was attempting my Bad Luck photo-manip and today when I was attempting to reclaim my Net life. I don't know what causes these problems but that and its refusal to let me connect to two irc channels that interest me are making me question its quality. I think it's just trying to sabotage me.

Also, Lost, I love learning about characters and everything, but if you don't make an actual plot movement soon, you're going to lose people. This week I looked forward to Everybody Hates Chris and Yugioh GX more than I did Lost.

What? No comment on fandom for the day? I haven't really been much up for anime/manga/camp recently. Expect it to return shortly.