Memoirs of the Angst-Bitch

Usually I don't like using this term because I think it's silly to resent people just because they wish to have children and you do not. The guys in Queer as Folk like to use it all the time, but they make it funny. But today, I'm following a school bus and it pulls away, leaving its childrens dancing around their mothers. The inlet into my neighborhood is very shallow and I don't like pulling in when people are there, especially little people. So I pause and glance at the mothers, figuring sane parents will call their children close to them to prevent their getting smashed by bad driver me. I wasn't dealing with sane parents. They sat there and watched as their children dashed about, inches from the front of my car. I was in hysterics because I was too scared to drive when I couldn't see them and I was stuck in the inlet. The parents still refuse to acknowledge logic and rescue their children. If I would have run them down, it would have been on their heads for being stupid. Trapped and getting visibly more angry each second, I slammed my hand down hard on the horn. The children freaked out and ran to the sides, giving me just another room to drive past. I could see some very annoyed faces in my rearview mirror. They better not pull that shit with me again.

In anime news, I don't like spoilers. I'm so happy all of you Destiny fans got to see your final episodes and can revel in the inside jokes and icons and rundowns of the series, but not everyone goes for the raws. Did you have to plaster the info all over the communities? I don't want to know what happens! I want to watch it. Now, I'm confused and have all these horrible ideas in my head about what happened to my characters. I'm particularly worried for Shinn. For non-community people's, please don't mention Destiny on your entries without a spoiler-cut.

And for a vague comment. I'm a very hard person to please. I apologize for that now. But sometimes I see things a certain way and when they aren't, I'm caustic and judgmental. It'll take a lot to win me over. *sighs* Those of you who know what I'm talking about, please don't discuss it here. I just wanted to get it out.

I still feel crappy. No more RPing for the Nayami when she's dealing with monthly woes. Speaking of which, Graham, perhaps you can help me figure out something to do with my duelist this evening. Before I get too occupied in the pup.

Yes, I'm listening to my depressing Peter Gabriel again.

Dear crew of Archangel (specifically LACUS CLYNE),

Going after Gilbert when there's a psychotic colony-destroying maniac on the loose, with the capability to use his super-weapon again and take out what's left of PLANT is insane troll logic! No wonder half of the fandom is pissed with you. Whatever Gilbert plans to do, it can be dealt with after you take out lipstick-putz, thank you.

Deakka and Yzak, you two still rock.

Managed to recover Sims 2 and DDR Max from my little thief. But I can't prove that the fucker stole Final Fantasy X because he so happens to have owned a copy once upon a time. Bro says that the bastard asked if he could borrow FFX when he was over. Why someone would need to borrow a game that they already own is beyond me and more than a little suspicious. But as of now, it's just Bro's word against the hellspawn's so I lose. Bro has agreed to pay the $20 for the game.

In cosplay news, my ears suck and my Cagalli hair is unstyled and probably a widdle too long, but it will do. Once I buy the spray for Yayoi's ears and hair and Natsuo's tail, I'll be good to go. I would play the same game as half my friend's list and ask who's hitting Otakon, but since I already commented on most of the posts of people asking the same question, I'll skip it.

Thankfully I can watch Destiny 43 to calm my nerves. Oddly enough, Farscape episodes with quebelly helped too. I miss Talen. He was cute for a punk-ass bitch ship.

Found more artist journals to stalk and comment on for being cooler than me.

It seems so much of the old news guard is disappearing each day and no others are springing up. I do think that ABC made the wrong decision to spend almost their entire broadcast tributing Peter Jennings. He would have preferred them to just do the news and select a separate time to do a longer preview. Still, I almost cried while watching because Jennings loved journalism so much and really hoped he would be able to return. More depressing, it shows that when it comes to drugs, people really don't have a second chance. Smoking now has a good chance of damning you for life. Jennings should have had more time. I'll always remember the first time I saw his famous Berlin Wall clip, in which he gushed about being handed a piece of the Wall. I'll miss you, Peter.

( Rant of the Day: Back to School and Testing in the States )

I can't believe I'm seriously allergic to my synthetic fur because now I have a sore throat and have been sniffling all day. I have to write my papers for my internship final tomorrow or Wednesday. I hope I'll be able to scan things at quebelly's sometime tomorrow as well. I'm barely going to be able to squeeze in time for con preparation with my brother's birthday and my company picnic on Saturday and everything for school due on Friday. I don't even know if I'll be able to get Friday off.

My brother had better start finishing his work sooner since I'm tired of coming home around 5 and working until practically 9 just because he wants to ass around for a good chunk of the time. Is it that difficult for him to do simple things like eat during the 10am-5pm shift I work? I guess I should just be happy that he's actually reading while I'm at work. Or I trust that he is. Time will tell when he has to write his book report. He can answer summary questions about what he read whenever I ask so that's a good sign.

And Six Feet Under might actually end on a deserving note. Color me shocked. I still love Keith and David's children of the corn.

I might finally get to watch Destiny 42.

I hate Rey. Sorry, I just feel that if I don't declare my hatred for Rey once a day, my life is not complete. That said, Cagalli rocks once she gets the Atatsuki. I don't like how Asuran is doing right now, as it makes me nervous and worried about how he will fare once he gets Justice. Knowing Gundam, they might just kill him off. *chews nails* While I don't want Shinn to die by far, I at least hope that Cagalli gets a piece of his manipulated ass. That and shouldn't Shinn have some issue with the ZAFT attack on Onogoro, seeing as that's where his family was killed? His technicolor dreams weirded me out.

I'm leaning toward researching some Naruto charas like Kiba, Shino, Ino, and Temari. Just for shits and giggles, you know.

Graham, I'm seriously considering your suggestion, as I'm dying big time. (Sensing a pattern here.) Let's talk about how I can work your idea into the scenario.

Why do the damn campers have to do everything at night? Now I have to play catch-up again.

( Six Feet Under is weirding me out with everybody being a bitch except for Keith and David. )

( Random bitchery of the day: People who love a pairing but hate one of the characters )

First things first, I last left off at 15 and have been keep track with summaries so saying that I'm behind is quite the under-statement. Currently up to 23.

-I no longer hate Stellar. Her scene with Shinn got to me and now I find them an adorable couple and am deeply depressed, knowing their future.
-I no longer find Shinn to be an annoying, little prick. He's probably got the most personality of any of the Seed pilots and watching his relationship with Asuran grow is amusing. I really like the moments when he can be happy or when he's receiving nuggets of wisdom from Asuran.
-I still wish the show wouldn't flashback either the death of Shinn's family or things they've shown about five minutes ago. Same complaint goes for Impulse's need to assemble itself every battle.
-Lunamaria needs to get a clue. Meryn is just a waste of space.
-Meer is almost as bad as Flay. All she has going for her is the fact that she's not a bitch. Again, worse than Relena. She also needs to get a clue and realize that Asuran has other things on his mind than his "relationship" with Lacus.
-I no longer mock Heine. Sure, he's your typical bishounen, but he makes Asuran smile and he's friendly. I'll miss him.
-Watching these episodes in succession makes me less critical of their plot. When you don't have to wait forever for a new development, you stop caring if things aren't pristine everytime. It reminds me that I really need to find a way to marathon Seed. But missing the first half of the series is very off-puting. I think I enjoy GSeed Destiny more than the original or Gundam Wing because there's just more characters I care about. That could just mean that I need to pay as much attention to Seed as I've been paying to Destiny this marathon.
-Ray is still a wallflower and Gil is still very creepy.
-Neo is obviously more than meets the eye, and I'm developing a new interest in him.
-I have a feeling I won't be happy with Kira very much longer.

I blame the camp and recent LJ murmurings for nudging me back to this series, and I am very grateful. I need to bring back my crappy AsuKira icon.